eXtremE wrote:
@Patty, I wish I could be as loving and peaceful as you seem to be. Generally, I am a really kind, compassionate person but I think this girl saw that and just took advantage of me. Now, I don't even wanna be friends or talk to this person anymore b/c she lied to me. She told me at the end of each month, I will pay you back $150.00. Like didi said even if she did not have the $150.00, at least make some kind of an effort to pay me something or tell why you can't pay this month but she is not even calling me and telling me like we agreed. I am having to contact her.
Life is designed to disappoint so we look past where it is pointing. We can be totally Spiritual.. but when money enters the picture.. the whole scene changes:) The lover and the killer are One:) It is just hard luck, It is qualia.
That is what so great Dr. McDougall connecting the dots of food and money. And why there is so much resistance. Collectively our heart is changing. Two always goes back to One. Two knows suffering because it is always seeking One, which it already has. The individual, the "Me", is the ultimate addiction. It is a game of a apparent reality that rises and falls where we live in a two dimension reality. It is better to die in a living body, then wait till death. When dead in a living body or one that's not, there are no surprises or reason to panic:) So good for you.. 4000 is cheap:) you are still Healthy!!!
Aloha, patty