by kkrichar » Fri Jan 11, 2013 10:36 am
Thanks Kirsty!
I am really focused on becoming more positive. I've been in a real emotional funk since before the election. I decided I've surrounded myself with way too much hostility and negativity via the news, Facebook and other social media. First, I checked out Gandhi's autobiographical search for the truth audio book. I believe I need to put the focus back on myself. I can't spend time feeling upset about what other people think, feel, write, or say. If I want a more peaceful and productive atmosphere I need to create one. Next, I committed to McDougall 100%. No whining. No feeling sorry for myself because the world doesn't make it easy for me to eat this way. No expecting everyone around me to fall in line because I desire it. Just do what I need to do and represent to others what I want to attract in my life. Third, I decided to find another audio book so I could always listen to something positive when I'm in the car. Someone here mentioned the book, "A Complaint Free World," by Will Bowen. I checked it out and have listened to it in the car for the past couple days. The goal is to go 21 days straight without complaining, criticizing or gossiping.
The author talks about the impact our thinking has on our health and bodies. What we repeatedly think about comes to fruition (self-fulfilling prophecy). When we talk about why things are harder for us than other people we actually make things harder for ourselves. I think this has been true for me regarding this WOE. I've talked about how my issues with food make following any food plan more difficult. I've talked about people bringing things to the office that I can't have, parties over-flowing with off-plan treats, social events centering on food filled with oil and dairy and other non-McD ingredients. I've talked about backlash from friends and family, conflicting information from the medical community and on and on and on. While I still believe everything I listed is true it doesn't help me to focus on them. Complaining about it won't make them go away. It won't help the person to whom I complain. So why am I talking about it at all?
I need to focus on what I want. Period. I want to be healthy. I want to eat a starch-based diet. The end. Not only do I want to be successful, in part, to be an example to others but my journey needs to be an example too. If all I do is talk about how difficult this WOE is given attitudes and behaviors in this country why would anyone else think it's possible to do. Even if I successfully achieve my goals they may still think it looked way too hard having watched me bitch and moan my way through the process.
The book I'm listening to described how one person's complaint can spread through an entire group and change the tenor of the conversation completely. He recited an old Monty Python sketch called the Four Yorkshiremen. It's about 4 wealthy men sitting at dinner, drinking expensive wine and chatting. It's very positive until one person mentions how hard things used to be. From there it devolves into a game of one-upmanship. I thought it was hilarious and something to think about. So, while it doesn't directly address food, I hope it makes you laugh and maybe it'll help us all remember how what we say impacts the people around us. Am I a good embassador for this WOE?
FIRST YORKSHIREMAN:
Aye, very passable, that, very passable bit of risotto.
SECOND YORKSHIREMAN:
Nothing like a good glass of Château de Chasselas, eh, Josiah?
THIRD YORKSHIREMAN:
You're right there, Obadiah.
FOURTH YORKSHIREMAN:
Who'd have thought thirty year ago we'd all be sittin' here drinking Château de Chasselas, eh?
FIRST YORKSHIREMAN:
In them days we was glad to have the price of a cup o' tea.
SECOND YORKSHIREMAN:
A cup o' cold tea.
FOURTH YORKSHIREMAN:
Without milk or sugar.
THIRD YORKSHIREMAN:
Or tea.
FIRST YORKSHIREMAN:
In a cracked cup, an' all.
FOURTH YORKSHIREMAN:
Oh, we never had a cup. We used to have to drink out of a rolled up newspaper.
SECOND YORKSHIREMAN:
The best we could manage was to suck on a piece of damp cloth.
THIRD YORKSHIREMAN:
But you know, we were happy in those days, though we were poor.
FIRST YORKSHIREMAN:
Because we were poor. My old Dad used to say to me, "Money doesn't buy you happiness, son".
FOURTH YORKSHIREMAN:
Aye, 'e was right.
FIRST YORKSHIREMAN:
Aye, 'e was.
FOURTH YORKSHIREMAN:
I was happier then and I had nothin'. We used to live in this tiny old house with great big holes in the roof.
SECOND YORKSHIREMAN:
House! You were lucky to live in a house! We used to live in one room, all twenty-six of us, no furniture, 'alf the floor was missing, and we were all 'uddled together in one corner for fear of falling.
THIRD YORKSHIREMAN:
Eh, you were lucky to have a room! We used to have to live in t' corridor!
FIRST YORKSHIREMAN:
Oh, we used to dream of livin' in a corridor! Would ha' been a palace to us. We used to live in an old water tank on a rubbish tip. We got woke up every morning by having a load of rotting fish dumped all over us! House? Huh.
FOURTH YORKSHIREMAN:
Well, when I say 'house' it was only a hole in the ground covered by a sheet of tarpaulin, but it was a house to us.
SECOND YORKSHIREMAN:
We were evicted from our 'ole in the ground; we 'ad to go and live in a lake.
THIRD YORKSHIREMAN:
You were lucky to have a lake! There were a hundred and fifty of us living in t' shoebox in t' middle o' road.
FIRST YORKSHIREMAN:
Cardboard box?
THIRD YORKSHIREMAN:
Aye.
FIRST YORKSHIREMAN:
You were lucky. We lived for three months in a paper bag in a septic tank. We used to have to get up at six in the morning, clean the paper bag, eat a crust of stale bread, go to work down t' mill, fourteen hours a day, week-in week-out, for sixpence a week, and when we got home our Dad would thrash us to sleep wi' his belt.
SECOND YORKSHIREMAN:
Luxury. We used to have to get out of the lake at six o'clock in the morning, clean the lake, eat a handful of 'ot gravel, work twenty hour day at mill for tuppence a month, come home, and Dad would thrash us to sleep with a broken bottle, if we were lucky!
THIRD YORKSHIREMAN:
Well, of course, we had it tough. We used to 'ave to get up out of shoebox at twelve o'clock at night and lick road clean wit' tongue. We had two bits of cold gravel, worked twenty-four hours a day at mill for sixpence every four years, and when we got home our Dad would slice us in two wit' bread knife.
FOURTH YORKSHIREMAN:
Right. I had to get up in the morning at ten o'clock at night half an hour before I went to bed, drink a cup of sulphuric acid, work twenty-nine hours a day down mill, and pay mill owner for permission to come to work, and when we got home, our Dad and our mother would kill us and dance about on our graves singing Hallelujah.
FIRST YORKSHIREMAN:
And you try and tell the young people of today that ..... they won't believe you.
ALL:
They won't!
HW: 220 lbs BMI=36.3
CW: 162 lbs BMI=26.5
GW: 135 lbs BMI=22.3