Hey Rosey
At least you're GOING UP HILLS! woot!
So, yeah. It's mid-June and already I'm feeling twitchy from a busy summer schedule, and not having any alone time. It feels like my feet hit the floor running about a week ago, and I haven't stopped since. Camping preparations, camping, post-vacay chores and errands, apartment cleaning (for upcoming inspection), out to dinner and a concert tonight. And coming soon, a day trip with my daughter and grand-baby, a family reunion (potluck which means preparing a big pan of something to share), a wedding, Wylie wants to go visit a friend in Oregon in August, Wylie's b-day, my youngest child's b-day. In between the big stuff, helping at my mom's, preparing for a move (ANOTHER freaking move) in September...but I'm going to start culling now, which means my at-home time will be busy, as well.
And it's starting to wear on me. I have lots of energy, and so grateful that doing things doesn't wear me out like it used to, and so EXTREMELY grateful that I have people in my life lest I dwindle into my introspective solitude and never have any company or anything to do. But yeah. I know this about myself: If I have too many busy days in a row, without a down day, stress will build and I'll get cranky and depressed. And by down day I mean: Staying home all day, by myself in my jammies with tea, books, Netflix, Zentangle, and comfort food (something like dal over rice or mac and not-cheese) nearby. Yeah, I'll have to figure out a way to make this happen.
On the "food is boring" front. Yes, that's still happening. I was really hungry last night after my several post-work errands, and ate a plateful of rice and beans with spinach. But yesterday's lunch was simple spaghetti noodles with fat-free Ragu, and an apple. And I was satiated, and didn't get hungry again until like 7:30 pm. For brekkie I nuked a large sweet potato, sprinkled some soy sauce on it, some sugar snap peas, some grapes...and halfway through the sweet potato, I was done.
It tasted okay, but I didn't need any more. It was enough. Maybe if it'd had a thick creamy sauce over it, or soaked with butter?
Maybe f00die's "Simple, humble food" is coming home to roost for me. But it also occurs to me, I started taking an alfalfa concentrate from Shaklee, about a month ago. I have a friend who has been a Shaklee member for decades, and she's told me about it many times, but I've never given it any thought. But with the aching knees, she mentioned this alfalfa complex that she's had success with HER bum knee, and it's not expensive. What the heck, right? So I started taking it as soon as my order arrived, and haven't noticed as much with the joint pain, but an end to cravings and the ability to stop when satiated...hmmm. I think it may be related.