These are her own words:
“Nobody understands food addiction. It is a profoundly embarrassing and shameful thing to be afflicted with. if you haven’t had it, yourself you don’t understand. I can’t eat that cookie because you don’t have enough cookies on that plate for me. 30 people. Only 40 cookies. I want all of them. I would hide them in my purse and go to the bathroom eating them while sitting on the toilet. Other people hardly notice the cookies. Maybe grab one on a napkin. Half eating one while continuing their conversation. The brain of a food addict is completely different. Isolation. I want to be alone. I want to pull down the shades, hide and procrastinate and eat and shut out the world. Only food and books are allowed in the cave. (Sugary food addiction) is the mostly profoundly isolating shameful hidden disease. You need more and wish the whole family will go away and you will keep eating.”
I can certainly relate to that. I know that if I don't plan, follow the plan and meditate, I can eat all day without stopping, even healthy foods like fruits and sweet potatoes. Fortunately my higher self is able to take charge.
patty wrote:I just caught episode 5. ... The addiction mind is so strong, it is like driving 90 miles a hour into the wall of a hurricane. Food is not a all or nothing disease. Food addiction is a expensive share because it leaves no one out as is a body, mind and social disease. It is cultivating something someone wants. ...
Aloha, patty