Make sure you are taking your B12 and from Dr. Kapler's video that Skip posted
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IvlaQJImt9w I realized for myself I include seaweed for the iron. And because this a body, mind and social paradigm, where you are shifting into a timeless/invisible realm that all nature experiences as there is no separation of birth, death and transformation, only 1+. When we align with nature we become aligned. Raising children is exhausting:) because they are always mirroring our split mind.
I was sharing with someone with our adult children there is still a dance of push pull because we are their property:) I told her the story, of the two photographers who were on a Safari and in the middle of the night they heard a roar in the camp. One photographer immediately started to put on and lace his shoes. And the other photographer said, "How is that going to help you?" The response was, "If I can out run you it will." Know we are in a constant war of separation, and the dance is against big food and big phrama. We are taking our power back. And that is what we are giving to our children, no matter what their age is. I am sure you have had a child hold on your leg, saying "My Mommy":)
When caught in a place were there is no win in sight, ask for a shift of perception, as in a dream or a movie, see yourself as every part/character. It is always to be objective when feeling subjective. It is just untangling the entanglement.
What I love about Dr. McDougall is he has connected the addictive falling dominos to stop at food and money. That is where we make the 180 degree turn of it is more important to give then receive. Food and money is no longer like musical chairs there is enough for everyone. I remember a Client telling me during the time Pearl Harbor was bombed, her mother said all they needed was a bag of rice.
Prepping our food takes a lot of time, but prepping a lifestyle of body, mind and social culture is a lot of work too. As the Dalai Lama shares when animals are hit by the arrow, there isn't a second arrow of guessing of the why me, and how it could be different. Life is designed to disappoint us, so we look beyond. i tell my Clients who are in a lot of anxiety about dying, it is sometimes easier to see yourself dead already. A whole new surge of life rises:) I feel your thoughts are escalating you into timeless/invisible realm as you Identify, vs compare. We are all that Light body, that never ages or begins:)
Aloha, patty