by petmomful » Thu Dec 14, 2017 1:35 pm
For many years, as I struggled with my weight, I would see people in the grocery store, riding a cart because they could no longer walk, and perhaps using oxygen. I always thought to myself that if I was not careful I would end up having to ride a cart around the store as well. Now don't get me wrong, I am not criticizing. For a couple of years, I had to wear a soft neck collar to the store and felt embarrassed about it sometimes. Funny thing is, when people see you wearing a neck collar, they open the door for you, lift your bags for you, etc. My husband and I used to joke that we would get HIM a neck collar. lol I always go out of my way to say hello to people who pass me on a cart, or with a disability. I open the door for them, get out of their way, or whatever I see they need at the moment.
Yesterday, I was in the grocery store, buying produce and beans, of course, and I passed a person on a cart, moved over, and said hello. But I also passed another type of person. A very well groomed lady, maybe in her fifties, passed me, and a huge wave of chemicals hit me. It smelled like hairspray and cologne. She was overweight, and had a very big bouffant hairdo. Her hair was a fake light blond, and very stiff and sprayed and over processed. She had on a nice outfit with a tunic, all black, which I assumed was supposed to be "slimming," and heels. It struck me that this was exactly the look I do NOT want in my senior years. (I am 62.) I want to look nice because I am healthy!! I was wearing skinny jeans, tennis shoes, and a sweatshirt. My hair is a natural white. I felt like a million bucks, and had a big smile on my face. As my husband spent a lot of time looking at the frozen food, I had time to think.
I feel that all the things we do to be attractive, cannot make up for an overweight, unhealthy body. Dressing nicely, wearing a little makeup, and feeling great, are what works for me. Hair color, chemicals, and dressing up, do not mask overweight, or unhealthiness. I want to FEEL great!! Recently I got a new haircut and my daughter-in-law complimented me on it. My grandson, age 14, said, "Wait, grandma, aren't you supposed to have a little head of curls?" lol No, I do not have to be a typical little old lady and have a perm. I have nothing against perms, they are just not for me. The most important thing is how we feel about ourselves. And I feel great!! I think that great feeling, and how we feel physically, comes across to others. And if we feel great physically, we are free to concentrate on other people and their needs, too. THAT is how I want to look and feel. This WOE has taken me there, and I want to continue on this journey the rest of my life.