Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you so much Ginger! I need all the good vibes I can get!
I wish I had lots of time to devote to this, but I don't. I have a full time job, and I am studying full time. Thank goodness I don't have any kids!!! Since I have no time to think lately, I'm just going to have to suck it up and dive in because I've got a crazy 2 years ahead of me (with trying to get my schooling finished).
Queen Ginger wrote:
Hey Mandy,
Well, you could feel embarrassed for the backslide, or you *could* feel good about taking steps to get things going well for yourself again, right? (I think I like the latter!)

It sounds like you are feeling a bit overwhelmed, but it also sounds like you came here willing to get down to work and turn things around. After all, you have a lot of behaviors from your time as a McDougaller quite a while ago -- lots to draw on, plus there's a lot on the boards (oh, I'm *so* new here!) to read and watch and add to the mix.
Anyway, I'm genuinely sorry you've been feeling a bit crappy with life in some disarray, but please push through to the part where you get the ball rolling and start turning things in a good direction!
good energy vibing your way,
-Ginger