Thank you kirstykay and ETeSelle for your suggestions. Trust me, I have looked at that option over and over again. I would absolutely LOVE to go and would gratefully do it in a second if I could.
We have looked at it from every angle and there is just no way to come up with the money to fly there, let alone pay for the 10 day program. I only have Drs/meds because we have medical insurance. If I did not have that, then I could quite possibly be dead or at least wish I was. (I will leave that there).
There's no cable/dish tv (we have an antenna), no vacations for years, my husband cuts my hair, our clothes are second hand from places like Good Will, our vehicles are old....
One of our big extravagances is having the internet. I think you probably see my drift.
I have what is more important though, a husband and family that loves me, a roof over my head, food for my table, medical insurance, so I am incredibly rich compared to many people I know.
There is just nothing to cut out to come up with that kind of money. It is what it is. You folks, the info from the good Drs you all speak of (that I can find on the internet) will have to be my "everyday program" and I am very grateful for finding you.