by KensCircus » Wed Apr 17, 2013 8:35 am
I often like to proclaim the level of feel-good that I enjoy as a result of being as diligently fat-free as I can manage. Sometimes I fear I proclaim it to an annoying degree?
Anyway, On Easter day, my wife and I were out gathering tools and materials for some construction work at our house. We stopped at a Pei-Wei restaurant for lunch before heading home. I ordered my usual brown rice and steamed vegies – dry. As always, I strongly expressed no oil, sauce or seasoning of any kind. When the food arrived, it looked great. The veggies all looked nice, clean and dry. While eating, my wife and I were in deep conversation about the construction work. About two thirds into my bowl, I come to realize that the spinach leaves, deep in the middle, were dripping soaked in oil – just the spinach, but by then it had spread into the rice. Yes, I should have been more observant (distracted by our conversing about the work), and I should have notified our server, but we were in a hurry and went on about our day.
After years of experience, it was no surprise when the next day, my energy and “feel-good” dropped to a near normal level. The second day it was all the way down to normal. This lasted for almost a solid week. It was a very unwelcome re-visit to what tired feels like and I don’t like it! (My definition of “normal” is the energy and fatigue that I observe in others (of any age) – as well as my distant memory of how I felt in my early SAD life. I used to think, in my SAD days, that I felt good; but I had no idea what feel-good really felt like!)
Makes me wonder why anyone would ever want to be “normal”! I just guess that if you never keep fat out of your diet long enough, you never really learn what feel-good really feels like! I think the effect of fats are so slow and lasts so long and are so overlapping that it is just too obscure – even though the effect is so extreme. My definition of feel-good is there is no “tired” – no matter what. If I perform some activity or exercise until my muscles fail, that still doesn’t feel tired. Quite the contrary, I feel extremely alive. Can’t stop smiling. The feeling of the blood and air flowing through my body is such a wonderful feeling! Just a minute or two later and the muscles are all ready to go again. Add fat in the flow, even just a little, and it just feels tired.
Thanks for listening,
Ken